SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!
Make the hunger pangs stop! Take these unwanted and unsolicited craving away from me. Release me!
How am I supposed to win this battle? Why did it have to start again? It is getting to hard to say no. I don't have the will power. I have the desire, but the cravings and pangs are stronger than my desire to say NO!
Lemon water, green tea, yogurt and an apple for breakfast. No lunch today. Went to the dollar movies with Diana and was waiting to eat with Dawn, but we couldn't hook up so we made a play date for Tuesday. No lunch for me means bad eating habits are still hanging on to me. I am feeling famished for dinner.
I made taco salad for dinner for me, and got the family some chinese food - which I sampled the fried rice to the tune of a small bowl! Argh! then I ate the taco salad when it was ready. Afterwards, dessert - yes that's right, I said dessert - that filthy word that adds calories, pounds, and guilt to you - was had of a slice of chocolate cake ! It was so fantastic, and yet so horrible at the same time. I feel like a failure. I had a fairly great eating day, and I spoiled it with cake! ARRGGGHHHH!!
Help me stop the insanity. With every little indiscretion, it becomes easier to talk myself into eating the wrong things.
This is unacceptable! I need some help people... what have you got for me? Tell me something. trying to move on isn't really working any more as I add more and more faux pas!
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH AGAIN. GIVE ME WILL POWER. LET ME LEAN ON YOU FOR HELP. DELIVER ME FROM THESE CRAVINGS AND HUNGER PANGS. PLEASE!
TODAY'S STATS
Green Tea = 1; Water = 2; Probiotics = 2 yogurts; Fruits = 1 apple; Proteins = hamburger; Veggies = iceberg lettuce; Friendly Fats = 0; Other = Salsa, Chocolate cake, fried rice!
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